All those who have a spiritual call know the difficulties of the path. You know the limit that life takes you to meet with the face of God. They know the courage that requires in a dormant society to say Its Name, and that the only way to transcend fear is to be grasped by Its Hand. I do not know at what point you are, whatever it is, it is only shaping you. Remember that you are never alone, but you do not want distracted stress from your call. Everything will happen, although your message is still alive whether you are listening to it or not. I do not know what voice gave you, I only know Its Voice and leave Its Heritage through you.